Thursday, February 17, 2005
Thx for all the bday wishes!! Like e gift tt my team mates gave me! ermz..heez..bt i still feel paiseh to carry e flower ard.. =X
heez..cos vEry shy..bt i like it cos its from u gErs..heez..now its on my bed le..brightens my morning everyday! ^v^Heez..realli thx a lot for my SDLG to go thru so much trouble planning for my bday bt i ruined ur plans..cos went to KL..n paiseh ehz..killed so much of ur brain cells..lolx..LovE e gifts tt u gave me..if u're readin this..ehz..i noe u realli wanna chong wo..hahaz..bt nx time dun spend so much k..dun realli want u to spend so much.. =X also, although u dun like me to say thx..cos very jian wai..bt still wanna say a big 10Q to u.. =P heez..caiyun:sadly, i din go for e TTO test..cos of MC..actually i tot of goin for the test..bt e doc persuaded me not to go sch..so din go in e end..haix..guess e % would b carried forward to exam baz..stress..Lately been doin e prOjs stuff..bt its quite a rush..feel tired le..missed one bus stats lec due to mc..n find tt i dun understand e topic..yearning for the tut klass so that when tut go thru e topic briefly, i can understand it.. Spent my bday at KL..parents can't realli rmb again..aunt knew cos thru a conversation on e way there..she said she'll buy me a cake..lolx..bt 4gt in e end..hahaz..find it strange..cos everytime during my bday..sure cannot do wad i hope to do de..still feel like a kiddy under parents' wings..still hope tt parents rmb my bday nx yr n hope to celebrate my day's evening wif a fruit cake n my whole family..heez..n maybe spend e day frm morning till evening wif my loved one.. =P ain't askin too much actually hOrz..kekez..hmmz..missed trg for quite a while..zZZ..brain dun function well..when i got into e boat..i paddle a bit slanting sia..lost control le..feel so sian..very demoralising..and oso..after so long nv train..feel even sian when there's a timing to be taken for e sprinting and turnings..feel quite lousy n find my paddaling so damn slow..too..sian diao a lot a lot..when i paddle..my muscle ache and nv realli turn body..den SDLG keep tellin me "tired rite? cos u r using ur arm's strength n u nv turn ur body when u paddle..muz turn body ar.."..bt from neck till back quite pain lehz..cos e previous day i went for gym trg..although its optional..i tot of goin gym trg cos dun feel like not goin anymore..so sian...zzzZZZZZZZZZZZ..........din realise IVP's comin soon lor..until EU showed me a worried face..there's not much trg sessions cos have to minus exams n stuffs..n lately trg r becomin optional cos of factors like prOjs..can we realli make it in IVP? i realli duno..Saw a volleyball match wif one of my team mates b4 gym trg on mOn..there r 2 teams..1st team- very gd team work- communicate well- very high morale [everytime they scored they cheered each other on..and if they lost a ball which is rare when i c tt game, they tried to push up their team's morale]they seem so proz sia..although they made a bit of mistakes..lolx..2nd team- morale realli low after laggin by a few ballz..- poor team work..[very obvious]- dun tink communication well baz..cos unlike their opponents, they nv realli call out name hu take when a ball fly to their side den nobody take!! den lose lor..n wads sadder is..we felt tt we're a bit similar to e 2nd team..sad ar..aimin to apply wad e 1st volleyball team've done in e match and apply to CP n i dream to b more perfect den the 1st team..if we can do tt..we can conquer le ba..lolx..izit fat hope? is e dream too far? not an easy task to get everyone tokin ba..including me..?hmmz..*tinking*..there are some tings tt i c n know abt..tt no others saw or know abt..it makes me realli sad for huever..n i believe there's tings which r nt resolved somewhere..somehow..n nobody wans to voice out..hmmz..dun tink anybody wanna voice out..n let e prob remain until one day..all buay ta han baz den give up? hmmz..realli duno wads e outcome..can't imagine it..mayb those kind of tings are normal to happen during competitions? or mayb if someone feels tired n blabber tings at other times?? hmmz..i realli duno e ans to it..sad ehz?..?......wadever it is..i feel that if only we had beter mental strength, we can win more games..feel tt fear can wipe us out easily n make our performance below our usual performance standard..n sadly..i feel the fear when ppl r emphasising on e fear tingy..ben lai bu pa..bt keep on stressing on tt will make fear presence in me..me lousy 2 horz..=X tink have to depend on ownself to train up on this type of tings ba..haix..wadever it is..we shall c la..just hope trg will b a bit bit more serious..result gd gd..everybody happy happy can le baz..3.05am le..gtg n zZZ..tired..open hse today!~~ games at bedok reservoir..feeling scared tt there might b fishes or accidentally hit e tortise wif shotovers? OUch n YUcks~~ n quite worried abt allergy stuffs cos my skin quite allergic to dirt..[i realli dun feel like seeing doc le..e med i took recently when i was sick realli makes me so upset n makes me moody,bad tempered n nag at ppl..tokin nonsense..hahaz..tot of tt..pity e person whom i blabber nonsense when i'm sick..=P]aiyOz..can't imagine wads goin to happen later..~~=>".<=
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